I was a quick fingered thief. I did not belong here. But that is always the thing when I end up in these sorts of situations. I don’t know. I am not quite lucid. I am in a strange suspended reality between cognition and the observer. I am helplessly aloft and yet piloting foreign hands and shifting eyes. And I’m being spoken to by a hushed man, youthful but aged terribly by costly prices. He has a hood over his eyes and he is passing me money over the rickety bar table that may have once been a cable spool of some sort. I accept the cash and I am reminded that once I return the object of interest from the Citadel of Blood I will get the other three fourths of pay. The amount presented to me is enough to make my breath catch in my throat. He doesn’t specify what I am looking for. But this is not the first time I have done any sort of excursion in a place considered forbidden. Nothing is untouchable to the right hands and the right mind. He just tells me I will know it when I see it. In a seemingly abandoned fortress of old rock and wood riggings, I can only imagine that the place has been gutted before.
I depart from this tavern and I leave the village. This place is guarded and heavily so. The walls are pillars of pikes tightly packed and sharp as blades, tall and foreboding. These people are keeping something out. I somehow know where I am going. I know how to navigate the woods that are barricading the distance between here and the open plains that spread out once the treeline dies. It is not far and it is observable from a distance and watches over the ocean. It would threaten to spill over with how the stone peels over the edge of the cliffside, holding it steady with sheer force of stubborn curses alone.
The ramparts are in ruin when I come upon them. They haven’t been maintained in a while and rotting wood beams where people once made effort to reconstruct its former glory are all that I have to climb the stone walls. I do this with relative ease. I know where I am going only because my employer that has commissioned my particular talents has given me acute instructions. Including the wary warning of: “Do not, under any circumstances, touch anything else if it can be helped.”
I am sceptical of there being anything in the fort when I find that the door is not locked. I am fully aware that I am not the only raiding thief that will have managed to gain entry to this place, regardless of superstitions of the cult that once occupied this building’s bones. Whoever I am, I am always careful. Regardless, I ensure the door can open and close behind me without any concern or worry when I enter the centre chamber. I test the handle and the hinges and I check for any sort of concerning resistance but it swings open and closed from the outside world to this round room with the ease of a door that has been freshly put on its hinges. I do not think much of it, but I am satisfied with the results nonetheless. I let the door shut behind me and I am faced with the most void of rooms I have seen in a while. The steps cascade down thickly and widely and the pedestal in the centre has been empty for aeons.
With certainty I know there is nothing for me in this chamber. But the three doors ahead of me absolutely catch my eye. The filigree motifs in the door themselves are worth a fortune. But that is absolutely not what I came for and it would take ages to pries the metal off of the hickory. The door to the left has one serpent. The door in the middle has three and the door on the right has two serpents. I understand that it is an elegant numerical system, and proceed to the door of two. I test the frame and I run my fingers along layers of dust. I find nothing and furthermore the door is locked completely. I check the farthest door on the left. Once more, nothing is present and the door is fastly refusing to open. My flanks are sealed and I try the centre door. It opens with no resistance.
The inside is lavish and beautiful. The entrance hailing a little off to the left of the room, the massive circular chamber extends more off to my right than any other direction. Though to my left the rounded room juts into a wall of texts and tomes lining the thickly dust covered and cobweb caked leather and spines. At the far centre of the room at the back the headboard of a horrifically large bed is layered in a silvery dusting that absolutely is already beginning to feel choking. The room has not been touched for an unordained amount of time and it absolutely shows. There is no trace that someone else has been here in an exceptionally long time.
The chest at the foot of the bed seems to have not been opened and the seemingly out of place banquet table to my far right seems untouched, though it has been set up in preparation for something that never had the chance to come to pass. The room itself is absolutely colossal. Though not overbearingly large, it is exceptionally massive and I am almost certain it should have begun to bleed into the other side where the door of two serpents would have been. I do not think too long on this concept.
I get to work and I check the chest at the foot of the bed. It is humbly empty. The bedside tables are full of parchments too aged and yellowed to be of interest and nothing strikes me as particularly interesting. Each space I carefully check seems empty and the value of this room would most likely come from the texts and tomes themselves if anything. But nothing seems to stand out to me. Nothing strikes me as a “You will know it when you see it.”
Feeling like I have exhausted most options, I draw my attention to the banquet table. Surely there is something here that would be “the item”. But my patience is thin and I am beginning to feel uneasy the longer I stay in this room. I absolutely do not belong here and the fleeting thrumming of my heart in my ribcage gets more and more potent the longer I waste lingering here. My eyes scan up and down all of the platters and plates and utensils, hoping to catch something left in the dust here. But it is not until I notice that there is a podium, crafted of a wood and stone I am not familiar with. On one end of the table there is the seat where you would expect the Host or the Guest of Honour would be. I spend a few moments dissecting the purpose of this seating arrangement but remind myself that the place was once occupied by a dubious and feared cult with an equally feared God at its head.
But sitting upon the lacquered wood of this odd obelisk of commanded attention is silver. It catches my eye in a way that it should not and I step up to it. But all things are wrong with the silver. It is a chalice. This should not be alarming in the slightest with the ring of dust around its base, the dusting heavy on the pedestal here. But my gut drops and the adrenaline that begins to course through me tells me to leave and to run as far away as I can. The room has been long since abandoned and it is as silent as silence gets, everything muffled by the physical observation of intense age and years of abandonment. So the fluttering flight and flee instinct I feel in the pit of my stomach like ice dropped to my core should have no business being here. But the chalice is full, ebony and thick filled almost to the brim. Not a single fleck of dust has settled on this chalice. Not upon its glimmering and grinning curves or into the reddish hue of the abyssal black that occupies this vessel. Everything about this chalice is wrong. And that is exactly why I do not run.
This, of all things, surely is the item I am seeking. What else could it possibly have been? After all, if not a single soul has stepped foot in these chambers for aeons, and yet here we have the cleanest, most polished and pristine chalice of dubious liquid at the seat of highest attention, then what else could I be here for? I check all sides of it and I check under the podium. I feel for anything that may release when I lift the chalice. I contemplate the fluid and what I am to do with it. And I know for sure that I am not going to drink it. Fuck that. I think about tossing the liquid over the bannister of the ramparts once I leave and just wash it out in the nearest stream.
But what comes next is absolutely not accounted for or calculated for. What happens is unprecedented and haunted me to my core. The creak of wood comes from the door as it is swung open slowly. Metal on metal grates against one another as the soldiers come. Their colours suggest religious affiliation. I recognize them as a sort of templar. And I can only imagine how awful it looks that I am here. Of course some religious zealots would have guarded this place. The cursed building is, after all, considerably off limits to commonfolk. But the numbers that track through that doorway surprise me a little. And I immediately do not think about why there are arbelists pointed towards me. The commanding officer tells me in both a trembling voice and a commanding tone that I need to put the chalice down.
It takes me longer than it should to realise that the positions they have taken are defensive and the breathing they have is laboured. I don’t move, but instead offer the chalice to them. They almost back away at this as I move it in their direction. There is at least three metres between us, perhaps more. But they shy all the same and the stammering that comes from the commanding officer tilts my head in confusion. I ask what it is that I am holding.
They do not answer me. I demand again to know what it is that I am holding, accentuating and punctuating each syllable with a fear that has crept up my spine and is making my hand shake as I realise I have begun to hold it away from my body. Yet I am still attached to the price tag on this object, or at least the idea of it for the time being. The only reply I get is another command to put the chalice down. But before the officer can really finish his sentence, one of his men has a heavy trigger finger and the crack and snap of cables and wood echoes past him.
The bolt misses me almost embarrassingly. I know it was a warning shot. But this does not stop my reflexive rejection of the chalice. The arm force I use to throw the chalice sends it colliding with one of the men to the left of the officer. And the sound that erupts into the room like a crack of thunder makes all blood leave me for a brief moment as I know my eyes are that of a fearful prey animal before a predator.
The shrill shriek of a man dying cracks through me and pits my gut to the core. I am stock still as if that would even help me. I have no concept of what was happening but I shudder to think of it. The wailing would have shook the walls if they were not hard cold stone, but the party that came in after me absolutely distanced themselves as if their lives depended on it. This was absolutely a horrifying truth.
The man was coated head to toe in rich thick viscous red; surely the chalice was not so large that it was enough volume to consume a man. And yet there we all stood, horrified as the man seemed to be eaten away. It took us no time to scramble for that door. My body a lot smaller and lithe than the armoured military that came after me scrambled with utter disregard for their comrade. In seconds we were to the door that we all came in from and with utter terror it would not budge. The crushing fear that I, irrefutably, was going to perish in this place ran through my mind. My hands shook as I was ushered to get the door open. I flicked out picks and tried and tried and tried, snapping and bending metal that found no purchase on any tumblers in the iron lock. The group that was now desperately huddling around me had stopped for a moment as I continued to desperately pick at the lock. Their silence crept down my spine and sent gooseflesh across my body as the air became still and cold. I dared not look too long but I glanced over my shoulder.
The red was moving. Like it has possessed the soldier from before, it undulated and roiled, swollen and heavy. It had no true shape or mass I could make out, but the remains of a body that had fallen out of it like some sort of twisted gelatin could be seen from the room we all once occupied.
With rapidity, the thing was upon them. It somehow moved slowly and faster than we could react at the same time and the frantic ushering for me to open the door became choked and fearful sobs.
I don’t know how or when I slipped free, but I watched the hands that clutched my shoulder in desperation be wrenched from me as the liquid mass latched onto and coated one of the six remaining soldiers. Panic settled in, but my lead legs swiftly had me weaving away from the group that tried so very hard to follow. But as I toppled over a skeleton, devoid of supple tissues or ligaments any longer, I found the heels of my feet kicking the door shut in the face of my fellow intruders. I latched the door and prayed it would hold.
There were no differences between the sounds of fear and the sounds of death. The only things that came between were spluttering and choked sobs and gurgling sounds that should not have come from a human being. They eventually stopped. All of them stopped. There was a final sputter and a final sickening wet sound against the stonework floor. The splattering smack of harsh liquid on a flat surface made my gut chur one final time before I emptied my stomach bile into the corner junction along the wall behind the door. It had become far too much.
I was not blessed with the sanctity of silence for long before I heard sound beyond the door. I scrambled for that banquet table and found myself crawling under the draping cloth, black as night and as dark as my eyes squeezed shut. And in the chill of fear, I listened to the latch be undone. Movement, but not like the saturated mucilaginous movement that occupied the chambers before. This sounded almost human. But I knew that whatever it was could be anything but. My heart still hammering in my chest, I kept as still as possible even when the seat at the far end of the table was pulled out and something sat there. I could not tell you how long I hid there in utter dread. With complete certainty I knew I was going to die. Surely and certainly I was to never leave these halls. This would be my final resting place and at the mercy of some unknown abomination.
My breath stopped entirely when the voice came. Slow and careful, the tone was easy and palatable and a far cry from the awful sounds that had come from the only other human beings I had shared an unfortunate time with previously. I was calmly asked how long I intended to hide under the table.
I could not possibly have felt my body temperature drop any further but of course, it did. I was told that it was “safe to come out… if you’d like.”
I compelled myself with stiff joints and sore muscles clenched in fear to come out from my hiding spot. As I stood, I locked eyes with the source of terror that had crawled from the sheer depths of a chalice. Though no more an amorphous shape of clotting blood, pallid skin and rich red eyes were softly lidded and scrutinising me. His hair was long and elegant, gently braided in the back and the robes he wore were long and loose. And around his neck was an awfully beautiful and stunning red jewel. And when I saw it, I knew.
“You do not belong here,” he crooned at me, and for the first time in theoretical hours I became self aware. I remembered who I was and what I had been doing. The occupant and the observer. The internal mechanisms of the “me” I was became particularly confused and uncertain. But he disregarded it and carried on. He proceeded to tell me that he was grateful. He was pleased to have been released from his imprisonment. He also understood that I was an unwitting cohort. He assured me that I need not be worried. I would be returned safely as thanks for my aid. Not only would I be returned, but so would the occupied body. I did not know what to say or how to respond at all. I was at a loss. But when I next awoke, it was almost five in the morning. I was shaking and covered in a thick layer of cold sweat. And there was a sensation akin to a chill that I could not place properly that told me that it would not be the last time I would see him.